(As you can see: Fashion has always been a serious affair to me!) I was born in Vienna to a German mother and an Austrian father. My Austrian family mainly consisted of two sorts of people, psychiatrists and artists, who were all equally crazy but very funny and devoted to the love of nature. Going hiking in the mountains feeling like “Heidi” played a serious part of my childhood and certainly laid the foundation of my love for nature and the planet.
Studies of International Management “École Internationale de Maxim’s, Paris”
Modelmangement and Modelscouting. Formative years diving deep in the many cultures. Both travelling the world and spending every day with an avarage of 20 different cultures. Establishing networks across Europe and the US, working out successful co-operations, identifying cultural “clashes” and finding solutions to overcome them. Identifying talent and potential: turning a girl from the countryside into an international star. Managing careers: developing sustainable strategies and designing best of international career options.
Learning to navigate through the difficult terrains of fashion-, film- and celebrity- egos with much diplomacy and sensitivity. Learning what it means to build an identity around achievements and what it means to loose it. Femininity: working in the only industry where women earned much more than men. Identifying the psychology of different cultures.
Turning in and contemplating, what to do with my life. Integrating all the shadows and all the light of previous years. Coming to the conclusion that I love the creativity of defining strategies and connecting, people……moving on to London.
Using my skills for the film industry: Becoming an agent for film directors. Detecting young talent and kick off careers. Working with established renowned film directors and big brand names (Mercedes, Audi, L’Oréal, Beiersdorf, Telekom etc.) Building up successful networks, connecting people and creating new opportunities: expanding markets and possibilities. I looked for talent in unusual places, negotiated contracts or explored new areas like the science of the longest living people on earth.
Rose Hackney Barber Film Production, their highly acclaimed and iconic film directors like the award winning Graham Rose and Daniel Barber – and John Hackney, founder and visionary and certainly one of the most important teachers in my life.
Tomato is a multi-discipline design and film collective including a worldwide group of directors, designers, artists, writers, producers and composers, who develop cross-platform projects that are commercial, artistic and research based.
All these years spent with some of the visual leaders of our time helped me to develop a distinct sense of beauty and esthetics expressed through all mediums. Understanding the psyche of creative people, their sensitivity and vulnerability. Witnessing what it means to work under extreme pressure, responsibility and fulfilling expectations.
Death came along one day and became my ambitious and very strict teacher. 8 years of saying goodbye to 4 people I loved and was very close too. Endless moments sitting by the bed of my beloveds, holding their hand and hoping they would not die. But they did. I was left with years of deep grieving. I learned what it means to shift perspective, to set other priority – to go in. To become humble. Deep therapeutic work, meditation and studying Buddhism helped me to not collapse but to grow and mature.
Standing tall in my own creative expression was the most challenging task of my life. I have always been deeply grateful for the many opportunities to work with brilliant people and to travel the world. But deep inside, I was longing to find my own voice. In these 14 years I was blessed to work on different levels and amazing projects: leading surprising dialogs with architects from Hong Kong, skateboarders from Los Angeles or scientists from the Philippines. I started to organize large scale events and thus finding a way to fully live my creativity.
I have seen heartbreak and tragedy when people are marginalised, disappointment when they do not see their own greatness, depression when they do not have the opportunity to fulfil their potential and live true to their greatest longing.
Throughout this rich creative journey I have woven my studies of spiritual psychology, Buddhism, meditation and the evolution of consciousness and have acquired an in-depth knowledge of these subjects. My own search for meaning led me to places conducive to growth and healing. I attended seminars in India, America and Europe where I undertook extensive training. I lived in ashrams and integrating Western Psychology and Eastern Spiritualty. I have been privileged to listen to hundreds of men and women of all ages. I consider this as one of the biggest gifts in my life: to share moments of true authenticity, to share their real stories, profound insights – joy and pain and above all – deep healing.
I organized some big scale events, mostly weddings, which gave me the unique opportunity to fully express my creative desire. Seven days with 120 people in Tuscany, taking Marrakesh to the Loire Valley, decorating rooftops, emptying an office space in Paris and transforming it into a jungle. What a crazy, utterly rewarding and deeply healing journey. No more words needed – the best moments are exposed in my Sparkle & Fidelity video under: connect.
A wedding is an emotional magnifying glass. People come together for a celebration of love but also expose what has grown over the years: love and disappointment, joy and sadness, anger, entitlement and expectations. I have lived the most beautiful and the most shocking moments. I learned how families structures work, how shadows are play out. The many seminars I attended taught me what the human psyche is all about – the weddings gave me a rare opportunity to study on the ground.
The moment had finally come. I understood that travelling the world, organising events and participating in film projects will never fulfil my hunger to bring change and healing to the world. Once I felt healed myself my focus turned outwards and I began to ask myself: how can I best serve, how can I use my expertise to contribute? I moved from Paris to Berlin and brought it all together: business, network, consciousness, spirituality.
Coming home is a Heroine Journey. Per stop and error, per success and failure, per ups and downs, joy and heartbreak we are always left with one possibility which outshines everything else: our decision to learn, to see a teaching behind everything to grow and mature. I bow my head to the people on my path, to all the teachers, angels, mothers, brothers, the sisterhood and the healing circles…..
With all the wisdom acquired it is now time to bring my vision into the world: creating a place where people are received with the utmost care and love. A place that is beautiful, embedded in nature and carefully crafted down to the last detail. A place that provides a perfect setting for the individual to explore potential, vulnerability, yearning to know more, to cope in times of strife or to embark upon a new journey.
We are having 7 days of open house. We are celebrating the new Home for Consciousness, human and societal healing. A place where we are united by one believe: Another world is possible!